.....the 4th of July.
Yes, it is that day again.
No, not just where you watch fireworks and eat BBQ and celebrate the independence day....
No it's the day to watch one of my all time videos..
THE WHAT'S THAT IN YOUR EYE VIDEO?!?
You see, I thought maybe I could try to edit a video or even film one...(it would be the first one since I found out my dad was no longer here on Earth) and as much as I thought I could, I just couldn't yet.
My heart hurts everyday. God fills my heart with comfort, but I miss my dad more than I can try to say with words here.
I hope you love this video too.
may you feel fireworks of joy and laughter in your heart, your kandee
PS. If you wanna peek in to my Kandeeland, click here.
12 comments:
Just reading your kandeeland blogs about you dad saying "your making memories" made me teary good love you girl, I feel for you and your family....x
Just reading your kandeeland blogs about you dad saying "your making memories" made me teary good love you girl, I feel for you and your family....x
Happy 4th of July !!!
I love watching your videos and reading your blogs so much just watching them makes me happy so keep doing what u do best and stay strong(:
Last years 4th of July video was hilarious!!! Loved it and love U!!!!!!!! XoXo
Kandee...this video always makes me laugh so hard every time I see it. You & ur Dad are in my thoughts & prayers. Love u!
I know how you feel, love! We lost my Father as quickly as it happened with yours and as thrilled as we are to not have had to watch him suffer, I still feel cheated that i never got to say a proper good-bye......I try to focus on the not having to see him suffer, sometimes it helps :(
You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. I am so sorry for your loss and wish I could tell you time heals all wounds, sadly it's not the case in these instances. Sure, sooner or later you'll stop thinking about it 24/7...but I don't know that it ever goes away! It's been 16 years now and it stil hurts like it always has....I pray you find a way to make the good memories take away the painful one very soon!! xoxo <3
Kandee, my heart hurts for you. Your dad's life was SO blessed because you were in it and you will carry him with you wherever you go. I'd love to spend some time with you over starbucks or lunch.. ((huge hugs))
I think your so funny and pretty and im loving this tutorial :D
It's going to be okay, I know its hard to even fathom it, but it will be. Remember, NOTHING stays the same .and that includes pain, it will be easier someday. You'll never stop loving him, you'll never stop missing him, but one day you WILL stop hurting so much. I hope your not offended by this statement but, you may want to speak to a grief counselor, they help so much when people are in intense amounts of pain.
Lots of love to you, and I hope my words can help you.
It is a life altetring experience when your dad passes away. It does not get easier , just part of life. my prayers are with you and your family. my dad has been gone since 1995, and that event changed my family and future events from that day foward.
Well, whenn I woke up that morning I took a look out of the window and thought "this would be a horrible day" but then I spent some time on your blog (like every day) and I watched your 4th of July video on youtube and suddenly I had to smile. And suddenly I thought "maybe this day wouldn't be as horrible as I thought a few minutes ago" it was you who changed my mind and it was you who made me smile. You are such a big inspire to me and you saved my day more than only once. God bless yo and your beautiful children. I hope my English is good enough :D Much love, big hugs and only the best wishes from Germany :) yours Neele
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