Saddened

Hi everyone...
I am really sad, hurt, and overwhelmed today...and I really don't have anything in me to type a blog or make a video today...
due to the recent overwhelming attack on pretty much everything about me on the internet and ridiculous amounts of unkind comments that have been made...(i was up trying to delete as many as I could)
many people who have posted things I realize, don't know the truth about too much about me and have taken things they believe to be true and have gone wild assuming things and making up even more untrue things.
Right now I need to protect myself and my children, especially my little precious newborn...because some very unkind people who are bravely writing things hiding behind anonymous screen names been writing not only things that are untrue, but now they've made horrible threats and wishes for death to me and my newborn baby...
I am very sad that I  had to disable all comments on my facebook and have had to have it run like a "real" fanpage where you only see posts from the author...
I've sadly had to shut comments down on everything, for now.
I will be posting a video telling  the truth about a lot things that people seem to be very misinformed on or have completely made up things that are so far from the truth it is ridiculous and even though I'm sad that people would actually believe them... I understand that if all you have to believe is one side of somethings that aren't true...some people might believe them.
I understand people have questions, I would too after reading some of this stuff...which I will answer as many as I possibly can...it's hard when daily there are more and more ridiculous accusations and stories being made up.

My heart is very overwhelmed and I am very hurt by things people have said and the cruelty that people are displaying...
since threats of wishing harm on me and by baby have been made by some of these people,
this is just what I need to do right now..
I want to send my love and thanks to everyone who has sent me words of encouragement and love...thank you so much. I really appreciate the kind people in the world, especially when it seems like a lot of people are happier to sit behind their computers and make judgements...but my heart has nothing left to give today...
kandee

Please know that I do not hate or wish any bad things upon any of the people behind any of this...if anything I wish these people could be a friend..so they would know truth...and maybe I could fill their life with a little more love than what they have.